Friday, February 7, 2014

The Beatles: Rosetta Stone to the Sixties

Original photograph by Pete Yeung, used with permission under CC license
The above image has been modified by this writer in Photoshop
Reminiscing about the Beatles
 on the anniversary of the Beatles 1st trip to America in 1964
(a version of these memories was published today in the Monitor)

The Beatles arrived in America in 1964 as fellow mates, brothers from overseas, all of us goofy and naive teenagers, rebounding from the oppressive angst of the 1950s to swoon over carefree refrains like I Want to Hold Your Hand
Over time, however, like many baby boomers, the Beatles matured into innovative, multifaceted adults who explored new ideas, became political active against the Vietnam war, exposed social and gender injustice, brought sex and drugs out of the closet, and, at their best, became spiritual visionaries imagining a brighter future for all of us:
Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one.

Indeed, what Aaron Copland once said is certainly true: “When people ask to re-create the mood of the ‘60s, they will play Beatles music
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Yeah, I was on of those callow, pimple-faced kids in 1964, a stranger in a strange land, a freshman at Columbia in the middle of New York City, moaning my recently slain young president along with his vision of Camelot, grinding away in my dorm room cramming to catch up on all the classics my prep-school cohorts had long ago read when, one day, I had to come up for air and took a walk downtown toward Times Square when I heard this singular tune for the first time, the refrain from I Want to Hold Your Hand, wafting out onto the street from all the little record store doors along the way.
Somehow this sweet melody salved my soul like the first warm breeze of spring. I just knew in my heart it was the beginning of something good.

XXX

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Apocalypse, Melancholia, and Transcendence

CC Jean Stimmell
Last Friday evening, on what happened to be the Chinese New Year, we watched Melancholia directed by the controversial Danish director Lars Von Trier and starring Kirsten Dunst. The movie had a profound effect on me not only while I was watching it but afterward: I had vivid dreams about it that night, waking up the next morning still in dream reality, feeling like Justine, the heroine of the movie, enveloped in melancholia, barely able to move because of rapidly growing vines that were wrapping themselves around her body and legs. The sensation was so disturbing and like nothing I had ever felt that I told Russet I though I might be having some sort of medical emergency.

But my emergency wasn’t medical: it was a spiritual!

While some might attempt to interpret this movie more in terms of a cosmic apocalypse resulting in the physical destruction of the Planet Earth, the movie is more of a metaphor about a woman suffering from melancholia (major depression) who has a spiritual transformation – something that could be describes as a personal apocalypse.

There is supporting evidence for my view.

The word ‘apocalypse’ has not always mean destruction, damnation, and the end of the world. Originally in Greek, it meant “lifting of the veil" or "revelation"... A disclosure of something hidden from the majority of mankind in an era dominated by falsehood and misconception.2

Jungian analysts consider the process of ‘apocalypse’ very important, viewing the phenomenon as a fundamental pattern or archetype underlying all human behavior; Jungians retain aspects of both definitions mentioned above, each of which is perfectly expressed in the movie:
• The coming together of energies in a momentous event that moves us toward growth and increased consciousness
• The shattering of the world as it has been, followed by its reconstitution3

In fact, the renowned Jungian analyst, Edward  Edinger, considered the advent of apocalypse to be a necessary ingredient to successful treatment with his patients: “Every depth analysis is a mini-apocalypse.”Certainly, Melancholia was a mini-apocalypse for me.

Melancholia initially affected me in a highly-charged, schizophrenic sort of way, tearing me apart with conflicting emotions of ecstasy (the hypnotic beauty of the blue rogue planet looming closer and closer but then not crashing into the earth with an explosion of annihilation but with a gentle erotic merging like two cells replicating) while – at the same time – of absolute terror (the shattering of my world as I had always known it).

The effect on my state of being and emotions was similar in many ways to my first reaction to viewing Hannah Yata’s painting, Monarch. As I wrote at the time:

 "This painting by Hanna Yata shocks my sensibilities, conjuring up in my imagination bipolar images of the best of times and the worse, of being and nothingness, of the beginning and the end.

"The Monarch strikes me as an entrancing fantasy of stunning, evocative, erotic beauty and, at the same time, an apocalyptic nightmare of our planet’s last gasp, a final brilliant flash of orgasmic pyrotechnics as all life on earth – each species exquisite and irreplaceable – fades into extinction never to be seen again..."5

These wrenching emotions have subsided over the last week. Now the transformational aspects of Melancholia’s apocalypse are settling into my marrow, replacing the rushing adrenaline of fear and ecstasy with a renewed sense of peace and existential faith.

I feel like Justine, the heroine of the movie, is a role model in how she overcomes her inertia and finds the faith to take charge as the blue rogue planet hurtles closer and closer to Earth. She is not only able to dissuade her loved ones from giving up or killing themselves but shows them how to build a magic teepee and find safe refuge inside.

And that, strange as it may seem, is the core source of my renewed sense of peace and faith: the magic teepee.

Despite what science or religion may claim, the best refuge of last resort – and ultimately the only one that works – is  a sacred canopy each of us must weave from our own imagination, a symbolic ritual that gives our life – especially in the face of death – meaning.

XXX
1 The central theme of Stanislav Grof’s book Spiritual Emergency, is “the idea that some of the dramatic experiences and unusual states of mind that traditional psychiatry disguises and treats as mental diseases are actually crises of personal transformation, or ‘spiritual emergencies.’”
2 https://groups.google.com/forum/#!topic/alt.magick/qtDd-ou3C0Y
3 Edinger, Archetype of the Apocalypse; also as discussed in the live Webinar on1/18/14, At the Brink: What we fear and why http://ashevillejungcenter.org/webinars/w17/
4 Edinger, Archetype of the Apocalypse

5 http://jeanstimmell.blogspot.com/2013/10/our-shame-for-lifetime-of-denial-and.html

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

The Soul of the World

Epiphany in the City: 1/15/11*
CC Jean Stimmell
Eureka!
The writer in his loft exclaims,
believing he has birthed a brilliant idea
not aware he is merely channeling the recesses of his soul
the collective unconscious of Gaia, our living, breathing Earth
who has been incubating this truth for ages in the wood beams
and clay bricks of this converted old mill building,
steeped in wisdom and soul.
Epiphany in Nature: 1/15/14*
CC Jean Stimmell
Just as beams and bricks incubate the word until the time is ripe,
So do the sparse but persevering dead trees cradle these nests
holding them in sacred trust for the Great Blue Herons
to lay eggs in when they return in the Spring
birthing yet another truth.

*Amazing synchronicity: These two photographs were taken exactly 3 years apart: January 15th 2011 and January 15th 2014.

Thursday, January 16, 2014

A new telling of the Adam & Eve Myth

The Descent
Wetland heron nests at dusk: January 15,2014
CC Jean Stimmell
To my way of thinking, the Adam and Eve Myth shares common ground with my first big dream about the fierce, Buddhist nun passionately grieving her dead baby. This was transformational to me, igniting an instantaneous paradigm shift, which, among other things, brought me into therapy: I saw in that instant that the Nun’s visceral, raw passion and fierce, primal emotion were what is really real,  more so than the pale, stale, static image of Buddha sitting under the Bodhi tree.

And infinitely more really real than the conventional telling of Adam and Eve story – and the conclusions drawn about what it is to be human!

Here’s what I mean: In the Jewish, Islamic and Christian religions, Adam and Eve were created by God to live in his creation and to have a relationship with him, something like a human getting a dog. Their very names are indicative of their roles. Adam comes from the Hebrew meaning "man." Eve is from the Hebrew for "life."

God wanted for Adam and Eve to live with him in his transcendent life, pure, cerebral, static, unchanging, unemotional–an eternity of no surprises. He made a deal with them: They could live in the Garden of Eden, a perfect place with no thorns or weeds, cultivate the garden, name the animals, and eat of the garden's fruit, everything but the dark fruit from the tree containing the knowledge of good and evil.

This sounds to me like the master of the house telling his dog that you can live in my palace and eat the finest food but don’t ever bite me, piss on the floor, or go outside to have fun chasing the mail man or fucking the neighborhood bitches. I’m warning you, if your do, you are out of here! Do you understand!

How boring thought the dog...that’s no fun al all.

No doubt both Adam and Eve felt the same way: You can’t have yin without yang, you can’t have up without down, you can’t have heaven without hell, you can’t have the transcendent without the descendent.

[Enter Stage Right] At that point, the Serpent appears to get the plot moving. She represents by her very shape her connection to the earth and moist mysteries, to emotion, intrigue, betrayals, and dark passions: the ecstatic, irrational, imaginal: the Realm of Dionysus.

But not according to the Bible which claims that the Serpent was not Dionysus but Satan himself!

Specifically, the Bible says that Eve was seduced into eating the fruit by Satan, who then disguised as the Serpent deceived Adam to get him to also eat the fruit (of course, he was no fool:  he damn well knew it was against the rules, but didn’t have the balls to take the lead, so he let Eve take the Fall.)

Because they disobeyed God by following Satan’s advice, God expelled Adam and Eve from the garden. How dare them! What a nerve to place their earthly desires above God’s transcendent vision.   It was very bad! According to the Bible, it was “through this act that sin entered the world."  

My alternative version is that the serpent was the voice of the Earth, freeing Adam and Eve from being eternal captives, programmed robots in a stale, unchanging, transcendental mansion in the sky. The Serpent sprung them out of dullsville, allowing them, instead, to to descend into the uncertainty, dread, and wonder of the land of the living.

XXX

Sunday, January 5, 2014

Is Shiva casting a spell or dead tree casting shadow?

Dead tree casting a shadow in the woods behind our house
or is it Lord Shiva ?
CC Jean Stimmell: January 2014
Shiva the Destroyer and Restorer

Heading through the woods from my house to Wild Goose Pond,
I found myself in the last light of this sun-shortened, solstice day
drawn toward an enigmatic shadow cast by the gnarly roots
of an ancient toppled tree.

The wind rustled paper dry beech leaves as I approached,
a drum roll in anticipation for what happened next:
The emergence of Lord Shiva,
He of many limbs.

Shiva, the destroyer, zapped my brain, erasing all thought
 Shiva, the restorer, rebooted me to my primal state,
reconnecting me to my body and sense of place,
grounding me in the precious Earth.

It seemed like it was over with before it started:
I was confused and couldn’t quite remember,
dazed like after electroshock therapy.
Did something happen or not?

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

The New Year: A madness or a beginning

Sun rising over ocean at Odiorne Point: New Year's Morning 2014
CC Jean Stimmell

On this the first day of 2014

The sun rises over the ocean at Odiorne
glowing like a digital blowtorch,
stunning but surreal,
radiating neither warmth
nor juice to cut the gloom:
“A madness or a beginning?” *



“in the dawn confronted Shiva, the cold light
revealed the “mindborn” worlds, as simply that,
I watched them propagated, flowing out,
or, more simply, one mirror reflecting another.
then broke the mirrors, you were no longer in sight
nor any purpose, stared at this new blackness
the mindborn worlds fled, and the mind turned off:
a madness, or a beginning?